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10 years ago I…
- Won Miss Sweetheart of Maryland
- Had a Modeling Contract
- Had A Plastic Playset in the backyard
- Had Super Long Hair
- Didn’t Have Glasses

5 years ago I…
- Had Just Moved to Virginia
- Went to Modeling/Etiquette School
- Got My Eyebrows Waxed for the First Time
- Got a Parrot that was older than me
- Had a website
- had a Tamagotchi AND a Pocket Pikachu

1 year ago I…
- Was Dating Danny
- Withdrew from VA Tech because they dropped my Major and forgot to tell me
- Was a Nanny
- Stopped Shopping @ H&M
- Formed a relationship with my Grandmother

Yesterday I…
- Worked
- Cleaned
- Watched the World Series with dan
- Was Kissed
- was registered for a MAC seminar
- Had home made apple pie
- Hated my parents

5 7 snacks I enjoy…
- pocky
- char sui bao
- banana pudding
- date bars
- guava pie
- almond joys
- krispy kreme donuts

5 songs I know all the words to…
- Asrun Dream
- Homogenic
- Young Liars
- Such Great Heights
- What You Waiting For?

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars…
- pay off debts
- get an awesome car
- and an awesomer house
- get tons of pets
- make everyone happy, donate a lot of stuff, and cure everything.

5 places I would run away to…
- japan
- france
- china
- hawaii
- italy

5 things i would never wear…
- anything tacky with letters on it, like LV
- A Girdle
- A Water Bra
- Granny Panties
- Fur

5 favorite TV shows…
- CSI
- Makeover Shows
- Nanny 911
- Law and Order
- Iron Chef

5 bad habits…
- forgetting to call people
- forgetting, period
- spending money
- being too nice to people
- over sensitive

5 biggest joys…
- Danny
- Kitty and Barney
- Shopping
- Eating
- Playing Video Games or Watching Movies

5 fictional characters I would date…
- Spike from Cowboy Bebop
- Takeshi Kaneshiro
- Lead Singer of VHS or BETA
- Johnny Depp in Pirates of the Caribbean cause he was so weird.

Now to get inducted and seminarized @ MAC

[	mood	|	pissed off	]
[	music	|	the smallest violin in your fingers	]

So I’ve had really good luck recently!
I won a $15 gift certificate from work for Barnes and Noble, then dan and I “won” a $50 gift card to great american restuarants (sweet water tavern, coastal flats, carlyle, etc.)
Then I got a HUGE bag full of makeup, hair, and skin samples from sephora. SERIOUSLY. it’s huge.

And I’m going to a MAC seminar tomorrow after my induction for honor society.

but i hate my parents.
grrr.
i told my mom that i was going to pentagon city mall to see if they would donate some stuff to girl scouts, and said i was stopping by home first to change and eat lunch. then she makes me do all this shit for her business and when dan comes to pick me up to go, she says i can’t go cause i have to CLEAN?! WTF.

my sister is sleeping on the couch and my brother is playing N64 and I have to clean?!. So I have to tell dan that i can’t go. which, i was really excited cause i was going to french connection to get a sweatshirt that i keep losing on eBay. so i was sorting my makeup samples into piles (me, ellen, donate), and they tell me to clean it up (meaning i have to start all over).

then i had to clean a bathroom.
we have THREE bathrooms in our house, and I always clean either my parents bathroom or the children’s bathroom. I never get to clean the powder room, which is a half bathroom. My brother always does that one in like 5 minutes cause he wants to go there. My mom said I had to clean the kid’s bathroom because i had to clean my makeup stuff. YEAH RIGHT. I never leave my makeup out. Like i trust hundreds of dollars of stuff with my brother and sister?!

So i take my brother’s accumulated dirty clothes and throw them on his bed. then i take his clock and karaoke machine, which are in the bathroom, and throw them too. i scrub the floor, toilet, sink, bath, and mirror. So, i should be free to go? No. Then they tell me I have to clean the kitchen. So I PUT AWAY dishes (that aren’t mine, cause I never eat there). I put away food i didn’t eat, wash dishes I didn’t use, and Sweep and Mop. Then I clean the counter and table and organize all of my siblings’ shit that’s just laying around. Like my sister’s clothes.

See, I have a little bit of an excuse. I dont have a ROOM. all of my worldly possessions fit inside a closet. I LITERALLY have to get changed in full view of everyone. I DONT HAVE A BED. I sleep on an uncomfortable chez in my sister’s room. WHICH MEANS:
i can only go to sleep when EVERYONE else is asleep (1AM plus)
i wake up several times
1) 6:00 when my dad gets up
2) 6:30 when my sister gets up
3) 7:30 when my brother gets up
4) 8:30 when I get up.

so i really only get 3-5 uncomfortable hours of semi rest.
and they wonder why i snap at them.
cause they disrespect me and hit me and throw stuff at me when i do nothing but good. they’re upset that i go with dan and that i “galavant/screw around/take off/ other derrogatory terms” with dan.

So after I clean the kitchen and bathroom, my mom says I can’t leave until I do other shit, and that she’s NEVER going to give me my check from work If I don’t.

the only relationship i even HAVE with my dad is when he says
1) you owe me money for birth control
2) you owe me money for the cell phone
3) you owe me money for the car

they wonder why i go with dan. maybe i wold spend more time if they cared about me. naturally, im going to spend time with a person that LOVES me and doesnt yell at me and call me stupid and whatever and APPRECIATES me. and doesnt charge me monthly for living with them.

I WANT TO CRY.
I WANT TO LEAVE, BUT I KNOW I CAN’T AFFORD IT.

WORSE: I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY COLLEGE.
WORST: I KNOW MY FAMILY HATES ME. IF IT WERE UP TO THEM, THEY WOULD KEEP ME CAGED.

They call me an adult, so I have to pay for things that I shouldn’t have too (Like my mom telling me to buy things for her, and she’ll pay me back, but then changes her mind when she hates me and DECIDES she wont pay me back), but then call me a child, so that I have to clean, be back by midnight everynight, can’t have a KEY TO MY OWN HOUSE, take away a car that I pay $150+ a month to use (I get payed about that a month).

And yet I’m an adult. An adult that can get grounded.

OTHER: I sorted donated halloween costumes for the less fortunate. I’m going to be a girl scout leader

[	mood	|	crazy	]
[	music	|	tonari no totoro - totoro theme	]

lets take a while to :
Amber – This is your Night

ATC – Around the World

Athlete – You Got the Style

Basement Jaxx – Where’s Your Head At

Missy Elliott – Lose Control

Hoku – Another Dumb Blonde

Mandy Moore – In My Pocket

Nickelback – How You Remind Me

Smile.dk – Butterfly

Tag Team – Whoomp! There it Is

The Totoro Theme Song, Verve’s Bittersweet, some Disco Songs and Nelly Furtado’s “Im Like a Bird” Didn’t Make it.
But Can Someone send me “No Parking on the Dance Floor”? It desperately needs to be added to my play list. ^_^

So.. That’s a little more than 3-5, but oh well.
Most of this is very nostalgic for me, so once I got started, it was hard to stop.

[	mood	|	anxious	]
[	music	|	yoshi!	]

i want to play super smash brothers with by lil’ brother.
today i went to the recording studio for the voiceover stuff.
they decided to air it as well.
not just at my campus, but all of the campuses.
on TV
( some stuff i did a while back, but still recently )

i want to play super smash brothers with by lil’ brother.
today i went to the recording studio for the voiceover stuff.
they decided to air it as well.
not just at my campus, but all of the campuses.
on TV

for PDI

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	printer	]

so I was so worried on the Communications test I just took, and the grades
“ranged from a 48 to 19″

with hesitation, i clicked on “grades”
and of course, i got THE FREAKING HIGHEST GRADE IN THE CLASS BOOYAH.

oh, how my classmates hate me.
they shall holler “curve breaker” after me in the halls, before the echo of my clickity-click heels fade.

so yayayayay!!
oh, and you people know that i only talk like this mockingly.
im not actually this lame.

and BOOYAHS (to over use the word)
cause i just got a kick ass FCUK skirt for $35 (it was $168)
( picture here )

and i get to see my danny todays. and lots o free food. and i can (if i want) pick up my paycheck.

WHICH, btw, my boss still owes me $2.56!!

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	Amestory - Seul Dans L'Air	]

“5 years ago, I…dated a guy who cheated w/ my best friend…and i really didn’t care about afterwards…lol”
I don’t know HOW I got to Korina’s Xanga, considering the fact that I dont even use xanga.
It just pisses me off, the fact that she didnt even acknowledge that she ever went out with him, and then now says that he cheated on her? He broke up with her for me. That’s not cheating on her. Also, she didnt care about me after that, thats why we weren’t friends. And I was more of her servant during that time period than her friend. All the lies and falsities that I know now that I won’t even go into. (wow. that’s defintely not a word). hah.
too bad i didn’t even have an opening tag to make that even work. sorry for the lack of warning.

aaand, im watching bleach, and it’s stupid. it’s kinda a rip off of the Sabriel/Lariel series I read a while back. Elfien Lied was better (though, I didnt like it as much as others).
Samurai Champloo man! That is THERE. It’s so great. Aaaah.

You know what’s weird? Having sexual fantasies about your teacher. An older teacher. And then realizing that you’re taking his WIFE’s class. You know what, I can’t control my dreams.
You know what a WEIRDER dream was. My dream where I was throwing jellybeans at dinosaurs. Man, I always have dreams about dinosaurs. That, and dreams where I’m losing my teeth.

So I definetely had “sex hair” today. I mean, hair that’s really sexy. Not knappy hair that you get after having sex. Well, I guess it was. It was all touselled looking and stuff.
I went to work, and on my break, I went to express. I kinda hate, yet kinda love their sales. I really seriously hate express, but feel obligated to buy something just because it WAS $50 and is now on sale for $15. So i bought a white skirt, a FIND for me because I have really been searching EVERYWHERE for one since my white pants got stuff on them from the iron and then killed in the wash cause someone put like a red sock in there. And I got a black and silver striped shirt, just because it was $10, and a black wrap. Cause I wanted a black wrap before, but I got a emerald one. I hat digging through the boxes though. Oh, and I just bought a French Connection skirt for $180 dollars, and am going to buy another one tomorrow. (A different skirt of course, but the same price)

Last night, I ate at Gordon Biersh with Danny (I can take the time to capitalize his name.. ^_^) at the new part in Tysons. It was… nice. Interesting, but I still like our tried and true Sweet Water, Catbo, Bonefish, Spices, and such. This entry was way too much text, so I added the picture below.

Oh! I feel really good about myself!
Today:
Got lots of compliments about being nice and knowledgable.
Will See movie with Danny. (Either Red Eye cause I like the Murphy dude-slash-scarecrow and it’s super cheap at University Mall or History of Violence wherever cause I have to pay since danny paid for din dins last night)
Donated tons of makeup (a whole huge gift bag full) to a battered wives shelter in my area

Tomorrow:
Go to museums and Georgetown with Danny.

Monday:
Go To Tysons with Danny

Tuesday:
Work on clients’ websites and Graphic art

Wednesday:
Dance!

Thursday:
Tutor

Friday:
Record Registration Presentation with College Board.

Saturday:
Volunteer at the Zoo for Girl Scouts
Work (close)

Sunday:
Kings Dominion HELLZ YAH.

Oh, and My Grades:
Art History: A
Communications: A
History: A
English: A
Math: A

Not to mention that I tutor every day of the week, chemistry and math.
ahhh. ego boost.

But SERIOUSLY. I’m addicted to Lacoste, and I want to see if Le Tigre fits me. But no place carries it for women. (I saw it in Macys NYC, but that doesn’t count cause that was like a small country).

Anyone know sizes in that brand? I’m a 38 in Lacoste and size 34/36B chest; 29? waist. I dont really wear european sizes, and waist isnt accurate, cause my butt/hips are huge.

my makeup.
i went to work
we had halloween stuff in stock

makeup, test run for halloween

and everyone looks better in black and white

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