You know, it’s been a while.
A while since I’ve written anything.
I guess I’m just waiting until I have all this time saved up and I have a computer to my self.
I dont want to start a project and then get interrupted.
I’m just worried that I’ll forget my ideas, and look back and ask myself ‘what was i thinking?’

The other day, I was driving in the car, the windows down, and going like 80 on 495.
It kind of reminded me of those photoshoots where the fans are blowing people’s hair all around, and strands of hair strategically get suck in place on their lipgloss.

I have no clue why I care so much superficially about myself. Here I am, on a diet consisting of shakes and bars and so what, and all of a sudden I want to exercise. But then I go ahead and eat tons of chocolate and burger king. But It’s okay because I only…

So it’s so counter intuitive to just eat a little bit then eat bad stuff, because my body is starving and will hold on forever onto whatever it eats next. Chines food, chocolate, ice cream, frappachino.

I’m such a freaking hypocrite. I care about my body, but I’m happy with it so I binge. I dont care what people think, yet I always wear makeup. I’m comfortable and in love, but always have to be reassured that I’m okay.

God Bless the one that puts up with me. They have to act as a walking mirror practically, answering my constant questions of ‘is my makeup okay, my hair messed up, DO I LOOK OKAY?’
But always, the thoughtful glance, the minor touchups, the hug and kiss, and a ‘you look perfect.’

THIS is LOVE.

The person that listens to me complain, tell about my day, my problems, have me constantly interrupt their long awaited vent with more details that I forgot, and then be lazy, and selfish; not wanting to do things they want to do; go places they want to go.

I am so lucky.
SO LUCKY.

Why would I EVER give this up?
Why?

TODAY HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL DAY OF FUN. FIRST WE STARTED OFF BY TAKING A REFRESHING SHOWER, THEN, UPON MAKING OURSELVES BEAUTIFUL, STROLLED TO THE CAR. AFTER DRIVING TO THE METRO STATION AND DECIDING AFTER ALL TO PARK IN THE GARAGE INSTEAD OF WAIT LIKE AN ICE FISHERMAN FOR AN OPEN SPACE, WE BOARDED A TRAIN TO FEDERAL TRIANGLE STATION. THE STATIONS AND TRAINED WERE SO JAM-PACKED, BUT WE GOT OUT SAFELY. AT FIRST, WE COULDN’T FIND THE ‘FESTIVAL’ SO WE LOOKED AT STATUES OF MICKEY MOUSE. BUT THEN WE HEARD JAPANESE MUSIC, AND FOLLOWED THE SOUND. WE CONTINUED TO WALK BACK AND FORTH ALONG THE ROWS OF BOOTHS, LOOKING FOR INTERESTING THINGS. NIKKI SPOTTED A HELLO KITTY TOOTHBRUSH, AND WE BOUGHT IT. AFTER LOOKING AROUND FOR A WHILE, WE DECIDED WE WANTED TO EAT FOOD. ON THE WAY TO THE FOOD BOOTHS, WE PAUSED BRIEFLY AT A SAMURAI DEMONSTRATION. IT WAS CALLED BUSHIDO. WE PASSED A SPINNING MCDONALDS PLACE WITH POSTERS THAT SAID ‘I AM ASIAN’, AND THOUGHT THAT WAS PRETTY MESSED UP. THEN WE PASSED THE ‘BEER GARDEN’ OF SAPPORO DRINKERS AND A BIG FLATABLE BOTTLE. WHO LIKES BEER ANYWAYS? NIKKI SAW A SIGN FOR STEAMED PORK BUNS, A FAVOURITE OF HERS, SO WE CHOSE THAT LINE TO STAND IN. AFTER WAITING A GOOD LONG TIME, TO THE POINT WHERE WE ALMOST BURST, D WERE ABOUT TO HIT THE NEXT PERSON THAT TOUCHED US, WE GOT OUT FOOD. NO PORK BUNS! BUT WE GOT TO E THEM MAKE LOMEIN IN A BIG BIG WOK. SO WE SAT DOWN IN THE SUNNY GRASS WITH OUR CHICKEN ON A STICK, VEGGIE TEMPURA, LOMEIN, AND FRIED RICE. AFTER RELAXING, WE SET OFF TO GET A LEMON DASANI AND LOOK FOR CHERRY BLOSSOM TREES. WEHEN WE GOT TO THE TREES, A LOT OF THEM WERE FENCED OFF WITH BIG WHITE WALLS BECAUSE OF CONSTRUCTION AROUND THE WASHINGTON MONUMENT. DANNY AND NIKKI CONTINUED WALKING TOWARDS THE TIDAL BASIN AND SAT DOWN FOR A WHILE. IT WAS TIME TO WALK BACK, NOW, AND START THE GEORGETOWN ADVENTURE. FIRST, WE WITNESSED A ICE CREAM-VENDOR GETTING SHUT DOWN, BUT THEN WE FOUND A LEGAL ICE CREAM TRUCK PARKED ON A STREET AND BOUGHT A SUPER YUMMY NEOPOLITIAN ICE CREAM BAR. IT WAS MUTUAL OPINION THAT THE STRAWBERRY WAS THE BEST PART. WE THEN GOT ON THE SMITHSONIAN METRO AND GRABBED THE BEST STAND UP PART ON THE CROWDED METRO. WE ASKED ATTENDANTS HOW TO GET TO GEORGETOWN, AND WAITED UNTIL WE ARRIVED ON FOGGY BOTTOM. THERE, WE WERE GOING TO RIDE THE BUS, BUT DECIDED TO WALK THE THREE BLOCKS TO THE SHOPS. FIRST WE WENT TO BARNES & NOBLES AND, PARCHED FROM OUR HIKE, DRANK A VANILLA BEAN FRAPPACHINO AND JONES D’PEACH MODE. AFTER DIRECTIONS FROM AN EMPLOYEE THERE, WE WERE ABLE TO FIND FRENCH CONNECTION, WHERE THERE WAS A FREAKY GUY DANCING CRAZILY TO A REMIX OF GWEN STEFANI’S ‘RICH GIRL’. WE LOOKED AROUND, DEAFENED BY THE DJ, AND DECIDED THERE WAS NOTHING HERE FOR US. THEN WE TRAVELED TO DIESEL, ENERGIE, AND LOOPED BACK AROUND TO MAC, SEPHORA, AND LA MADELINE. THERE, WE GOT A SPINACH POCHETTE AND BREAD. LATER, NIKKI, WANTING TO SHARE SOME LOVINS, PURCHASED A LINTZER AND CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE. BOT WERE ENJOYED THERE AS WELL AS LATER AT THE METRO STATION WHILE AWAITING THEIR TRAIN. WHILE RIDING HOME, DANNY AND NIKKI TOOK TURNS RESTING ON EACH OTHERS’ SHOULDERS. PROMPTLY AT NINE O’CLOCK, THEY WERE BACK HOME. AFTER WORKING ON SOME SCHOOLWORK, THEY WENT TO BED; DREAMING ABOUT WHAT ADVENTURES AWAITED THEM THE NEXT DAY. LIFE WAS PERFECT, AND THEY WERE IN LOVE. THE END.
 

here’s a bag I made for my danny on neighborhoodies.com

and a random pic from a while ago when i went and saw a movie :

rawwwr, i’m a loser
^_^
x-post!!

PROPHETIK has gone down hill.
MAN!
now it’s all about the cheaper, more personal THREADLESS.COM.
look @ it?

once again, crappy quality because of MS PAint.
rawr cold sores suck the big one.