[	mood	|	>_	]
[	music	|	Lindsay Lohan - Rumors	]

i get so envious of what others have. so easily.
i watched “lindsay lohan’s” video to rumors. i dont really like it, but i kinda do. sad to say that it’s the best song on there.
but it doesnt COUNT. her voic is SO synthesized. it doesnt even sound like her.

all of these people that are the same age as me and yet are so much more successful, prettier, and gawd. im so jealous of i dont know, the attention she gets, and her body and stuff.
thats why i tell people i dont like her.

i dont know if i should get this CD w/ my TOWER gift card. i think not. i bought the britney spears IN THE ZONE CD for driving in the car. but.. hmmm. i dont know what CDs (def CD i think, no DVDs i want) i should get. maybe some hip hop. i like it!! to dance to. not for quaLity. i’ve been listening to Missy Elliott and Black Eyed Peas for dance class.. so i got the CDs for that. and the ciara single.

so funny, when ‘headsprung’ came on at DREAM, i broke out my choreographed dance.
a lil’ hard with the shoes, but hey…

I SAW HOTEL RWANDA

and

OPEN WATER.
the only good part about this was the naked scene. and even that was disappointing.

today i cried.
my mother lost my social security card.
she will not give me the papers i need to get a duplicate.
she’s had the form for a week. she lost it. she will not put her social security number down.

is there someone i can call to make her!?
i cannot work until i get this.
even now, i will have to wait weeks for the card.

LOL.
IMMATURITY.

Scroll Down, If you Want, To see what she said to me

CHRONOLIGICALLY:
Anthropology. How many times must I say this… I don’t know whether to laugh at him, be happy with him, or be scared. It’s an interesting class. I love it.
Japanese….

DEAR KEN,
YOU NEED TO TUTOR ME. THIS CLASS IS SO FRIKKIN HARD.
I haven’t practiced my Japanese in seven months, and the Sensei doesnt believe in writing or reading anything, only speaking.
Plus, EVERY single person is from first semester(and are anime nerds, so random phrases, like ‘bedside table’ wtf….), and the one person that is in the same situation as me USED TO LIVE IN JAPAN.
X_____________________________________X

I will be your slave, and kiss your shoes, and cut my tongue off for you.
(You love me, right? You’ll rescue me from this???)
From,
Me

Now that that’s out….

Yesterday I went to a Fondue Restaurant. MELTING POT. It was so frikkin hard to find; we payed to cook our own meal. But I had a $50 gift certificate there. But we still went over… X_X.

Today I went to GODIVA for paperwork, got offered a job at hollister, and bought that denim skirt i had been eyeing with the parrot on it. (I SWEAR, I have a bird fetish). Then we looked at other places for like pants and shirts for my work, and got starbucks and went places (with chocolate on my hands) to tell them I wasnt gonna work there. It’s so hard to find shoes to fit me. I had to get new shoes, closed toe, closed back, black ones.
I LOVED two pairs. One, the heel was unstable, the other, was a sling back and was comfy, but was a ‘skirt’ shoe, not for pants. The first pair was from Karen Scott and had cool designs of leather and patent intermixed. SO HOTT. Plus, both were only $29.99.
But, I got a pair of LEI flats with a flower on them. The front looks kinda weird, but they’re cute and cheap. they were $40.. I got them for $19.97.

I AM SUCH A GOOD SHOPPER.
And forever 21 underwear. I have Lacy underwear fetish, now that I like my butt!
Then I went to Ruby Tuesdays with my family. My sister and brother fought over a chair, then my brother started crying!! And when he tried to do a lame magic trick, my mom threw a napkin and it went in my eye and hurt.
I lost my social card, so i have to send the app again and wait to work @ godiva.. paperwork….

Now I have to read Cultural Anthropology Chapters… >_<

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[	mood	|	cheerful	]
[	music	|	The Faint - Sex is Personal.	]

I saw OLDBOY and HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS
and now, i wrote about them.
I also bought REQUIEM of/for (i can never remember) A DREAM for only 9.99 and HERO. (which i think it called Xi Ying in chinese. that, or Yi Xing)
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[	mood	|	cowhggg	]
[	music	|	Tori Amos - Gold Dust	]

DAMN.
i have to use this syringe to rinse food out of my wisdome teeth holes (as gross as that sounds)
so i dont get infections.
using a 6oz water, 1/2 tsp. concotion.
And i cant use stuff like listerine, so it makes my breath smell kinda funky, theres nothing i can do.

but.. salt breath is better than food breath.

still kinda swollen.

Interview at Godiva @ 2pm.

WHY IS IT THAT GUYS DO THIS?:
My friend thinks you’re hot, can he get you’re number… da da da.

If he thinks I’m hot, he should talk to me. Also, I have a boyfriend. But I’m up for hanging out. Here’s my cell. Just because he works at coldstone, he doesnt get discredited, I applied there. Plus, he’s 19. (used to seem so OLD, but now that I’m 18… well…) and goes to UVA supposedly, so I’m expecting a good party scene.

These funny people boost my ego. Either they only know really really unattractive people or I’m possible a little more attractive than I thought. I’ve been looking at pictures too long, and I dont like my nose or chin. Or fingers. Thats all for now. Oh and my tummy.. but I can cover that up and work on that!!