• Oct 27

    mmm. chocolat.

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    [ mood | wanted ]
    [ music | VANESSA MAE # Happy Valley ]

    i found a bunch of pictures and uploaded them.
    kanae’s birthday is tomorrow!!

    Nostalgia
    Waiting for It to Stop
    Holding Back, Choking Up
    Looking Up For Hope
    Imploring For More

    emotive votive. whatever….

    Dance Lessons SUCKED today.
    i couldnt get the pivot down, feeling like i had to choose between dislocating my knee or twisting my ankle.

    my sister made me a “get well” soon cake.
    though, i begged her for it kinda.

    yay!! i found my medicine!!



  • Oct 26

    movies

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    [ mood | sick ]
    [ music | TORI AMOS # Spring Haze ]

    friday: donnie darko, ju-on(the grudge)
    saturday: leon the professional, jersey girl
    monday: vanilla sky, laws of attraction, reality bites

    this satruday(or friday, for that matter): saw

    im sick with bronchitis.
    wont you make me feel better?



  • Oct 05

    oh god

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    i was looking through pictures from 03. (looking for stuff for my mom)
    it’s so depressing!!

    1] somehow, my makeup almost always looked good, i always had clear skin, and it looked like it was “natural”.
    2] my hair was black (i WANNA DYE IT BACK!!!)
    3] i was waaaay skinnier.

    now i’m all depressed. now i wear too much makeup, gained weight, and hair’s all bad.
    SO NOT FAIR.
    and i cant blame it on my period or what not because it’s over. so so so not fair. (though i have NO ONE to blame but myself, because i do it all to myself.)
    i could stop eating. i SHOULD. i mean, i was looking at my 16th birthday party pictures and i was just like OMG, flat stomach!!! i want it back. i want it back so bad it hurts.
    and my hair was black, and it waas so good. my dad wants me to dye it back.
    gah.

    i’m gonna get an eating disorder!!
    (is it really that bad? will it mess me up? does it matter? cause i will look good!?)
    November last year was like the best time. (a few months after i stopped having semi-anorexia)
    can i have that back?

    cause i look at pictures from recent and im just like oh my god no. and theres no way i can fit in that dress that i wore to les miserables ffffreshman (?) year.

    take back that starbucks, pringles, cookies, EVERYTHING.
    i swear to god that i’m going to stop.

    i swear i swear i swear.



  • Psychology Exam — 109/100 (class average: 72.458333/100)

    109%

    i got a 94% on my History Exam. He marked one of the questions wrong (on the key, there was a, b, c, d, d as answer choices. STILL, it would have been my fault, BUT i mean, if i was being really technical, i would have been right) so i spoke up, and i convinced him to change it. i did answer it right! the answer was E, but it was D on the answer sheet. since i did that, a HUGE line of people also got their grade changed. (yay 3 percentage points for me!) and i was at the line, which i commented was SO wrong because i started the little revolution, so they should all lift me up and pass me to the front, mosh pit style. one guy let me cut infront of him, but i felt bad!!

    i found out the song that was stuck in my head : I WOULD HURT A FLY by BUILT TO SPILL
    you know you like it.
    (for the longest while, i thought it was a radiohead song off of “ok computer”)

    ehh.. tutoring, and new coat and such.
    so conservative
    got a new camera (not yet)

    NEW YORK CITY COUNTDOWN: 3 DAYS



  • Oct 01

    Sharkie

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    Tonight Dan and I went to DC~
    First off, we drove there. Which, i liked better than metro. Just because i didnt have to pay, but this way, we were in more control of our… fate or whatever.
    We went to Spices.
    Last time that i went, i got some really good Sushi, Osaka and Hawai’ian roll. This time, Dan Gets hot and sour soup
    his soup
    he let me try some. surprising, that all of the possibly millions of times that i have eaten chinese food, and watching other people eat hot and sour soup, i have always stuck to the staple, safe old, won ton. dan let me try some of his soup (i know, i keep saying that), and i liked it. it wasnt as sour as i thought it was going to be.

    since he was getting soup, i decided to get sushi, the exact equivalent price though. i couldn’t decide between the barbeque eel or the tuna w/ avacado. with dan’s help, i picked the tuna with avacado. for some reason, i thought that it was the other (the eel) and said : this cucumber is really soft. and dan’s all like.. thats not cucumber…. “oh yeah~”. regardless, it was WONDERFUL. i didnt want to eat too much because i figured i would get a lot of food w/ my meal. that had given us like 6 or 8 peices, which i thought was a lot, but i guess it isn’t.
    i dont want to keep getting the same thing, so i get the Tamarind Chicken.
    Tamarind Chicken
    I was suprised when i got it because it looks kind of like Adobo (filipino food). the sauce was really watery, and there were tomatoes, which i enjoyed the flavour, but not the consistency. there were pineapple with the spicy sauce, and it was weird, but really good. i got dan to try some of it (only later finding out that he doesnt like pineapples!!). the chicken had a weird texture, but i still ate it.
    General Tao Shrimp
    Dan got the General Tao Shrimp, though i thought he was going to get the Hor Fun Noodles, but i think he wanted something that he knew what it was and stuff. his tasted really good as well. See, when i went to Spices w/ Sae Min, the General Tao’s chicken was bad, so i thought that this would be bad, but it wasnt. maybe it was just the chef that day cause my tofu thing wasnt as good either.
    then we were done, and decided to go to the showing of shark tale @ the uptown theatre, across the street. the movie was @ 940, but i wanted dan to buy the tickets before that, in case they sold out (im paranoid about that now~) we went to strabucks for like five seconds, then back to the car to get my glasses and drop off my purse. then we went in this video store (which was kinda creepy) and looked at their massive foreign video selection.

    i didnt realize that the theatre was huge, and was all two levels and such. naturally, we sit on the top level, and the screens all huge and cool and stuff. i see this person sitting in front of me with this condensing cup of some beverage and i get all thirsty looking at the bubbles inside the straw. its calling to me! so i tell dan im thirsty, have wanting a drink, and half not. i AM thirsty, but i dont want dan to buy me a drink and go get it, and i just feel bad about the whole thing. but he somehow wrestles out of my grip (pulling him down to the chair) and he goes and gets him a lemonade.
    rewarded with a kiss ~* of course.
    the movie, was okay. only because i was with dan. it was the typical cliche movie, that in ten years wont make sense, trying to be a finding nemo (which was TIMELESS). there were some funny parts, like the crazy hermit crab and the shrimps all telling their sad stories, and all and all it was a b-side movie. it was okay.
    on the way home, there was tons of traffic cause wisconsin was closed because the IMF was there and there was a high terrorist alert or so i find out the next day.

    p.s. me and dan matched! and spices changed their chopsticks, or else me and dan would have stolen them.



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